THC oil in vagina...lol?

Sorry if this is not the sub for this, posting on a few to hopefully get an answer

With a lot of research online I'm finding it difficult to get a clear yes or no answer so here goes

I have a chronic pain condition in my vagina, it's a way more manageable over the years however it's started causing issues with my bladder also.

I have been told about valium suppositories or pessaries however I don't really want to be taking such strong medication

I have seen online cbd suppositories however they are very expensive and only seem to have 2 ingredients, an oil like coconut or cocoa and cbd oil

I was going to make them myself, I have no issues with thc being present as I already like being high. So the real question is, can I just cook the buds in oil similar to edibles, strain it and shove a bit up there lol

And of so what ratio to coconut oil to bud should I do?

Any advice would be greatly appreciated