I understand alcoholics and drug addicts. Life is bleak in capitalist western society.

Life is just so unbearable sometimes. Life truly sucks (most of the time). I hate everything some days, and even though I'm not either a drug addict or alcoholic, I am sometimes suicd-l, and can understand people who get addicted to drown out the bleakness and misery of everyday capitalist life. It's new years eve but I don't give a damn. Another year over and a new one about to begin, the same problems, the same struggles, it won't go away just because it's a new year so I don't care to celebrate anything. Our capitalist fake society wants us to pretend everything will be okay, just work harder, earn more money, money will make you happy, buy yourself some friends, but it's all lies. I loathe capitalism, I loathe modern day money loving society that demands more more and more, I loathe those grindset motivational millionaires that are all over Instagram and TikTok, I loathe the fake politicians from all parties that keep us oppressed and keep the rich safe, I loathe just the fakeness of society. How people would step on anyone for a dollar or for their own gain, how people want you if you're successful, rich, how we are programmed in school to strive to be rich, to want more, but that it's also okay to slave our lives away to someone who is already successful. Sorry for the rambling, my depression comes at any random time. I've had it with isolation, I've had it with pretending to be okay, I've had it with western fake capitalist society. Everyone feels so fake and brainwashed and pretending like everything is okay when its not and everything sucks and we all live our opressed lives and give our lives to the ruling class, come home and watch shitty TV programs, and repeat the same thing everyday without stopping for a moment to think that somethings wrong. And if you aren't happy, therapy is the magic cure! Your encouraged to give your money to a therapist so they can tell you that everything is okay. That everything is actually fine. Of course people are going to be depressed when they realize we are all working against each other for selfish gains when in socialism we are working together for the collective good.