Never having a girlfriend at 21 completely blows....
This sucks so hard. I haven't even held a girl's hand. This blows....
Not only do I have to make due with my right hand for intimacy, but getting older and never experiencing a universal life milestone is depressing. Like kids in High-school getting into relationships and being sexually active. While I'm over here, never having kissed a girl.
My kid sister mocks me relentlessly. My family constantly asking when I'm finally gonna get a girlfriend. I hope they know it's not like I just go online and order one. Goddammit.
When I'm with peers, when the topic of relationships come up, I just have to stay silent and hope they don't ask me about. Or when a reddit thread titled, "What's the sexiest sex you ever sexed"? I just have to keep scrolling because I can't contribute to the conversation...
The algorithm on most social media I use find out what type of guy I am and bombard me with thirst traps. The worst part is I fall for it a good amount of times.
This sucks :(