I don’t love myself.

I’m a student right now, and I just don’t love myself.

Whatever I do, I fail. I try hard, I fail. I feel proud of something, I show people, they don’t like it, I fail. I never succeed no matter what I do. Why should I keep trying? I’m scared of failing. I’m scared of feeling like a failure.

I love writing. But I fail as a writer. I try hard to write, but others don’t like it. I was so proud of myself for a piece I did, but one of my closest friends hated it and told me how much it sucked. I stopped working on that piece.

I would rather not try than fail trying. Everything I do, I fail. I have no confidence in myself. I should know how to do things, yet I fail when I do them. I just don’t know what to do.

Life just seems so pointless when all I do is fail.