Everything is bleak

Going through what has to be the most difficult year of my life. Started to experience issues with my roommate who had been a close friend for 8/9 years, resulting in them moving out and the friendship ending. Also had a huge falling out with my closest group of friends. Then went through a break up with my partner of six years. Struggled pretty intensely on a day to day basis due to the amount of life change. Around this time (last summer) I got hired at my dream job which gave me so much hope and purpose which I’ve been so grateful for. In between, I met some amazing people who have been so supportive; I don’t know what I’d be doing if I hadn’t found them. I got really sick around Christmas for 3.5 weeks. Now my colleagues and I were just informed that our company is relocating and we can either relocate (6 hours away) or leave the company. I’m so heartbroken because my industry is really specialized and I worked towards this position for ~5 years. I don’t think I can financially afford relocating, not sure that anyone else on my team can. All my future dreams feel crushed right now. Sorry for the r/RSP vent post I just literally don’t know what to do. I’m so thankful to still get to work in the meantime but wow this is bleak. Should I **** ******?