Just finished Goldenson...

I wanted to read banned books and saw red rising as a suggestion. I've seen it on a few banned book lists for a years now and found the dramatized audio book. I went in blind and little context about the story. Imagine my surprise when there was more than one book like I originally thought...😅 . . . Anyways, im PISSED at the ending of GS. Im not even mad at rouge because Darrow had plenty of warnings and red flags about the friendship dying. Im really upset with Darrow instead! I still don't know how they all found out about his secret and planned an attack at the gala but if it's because he wanted to show mustang who he truly was by revealing everything, then that's his fault. I couldn't blame mustang if she decided to tell his secret. She went above and beyond to protect her family and to expect she'd accept Darrow being a red the whole time is crazy. He wasn't thinking. . . . I feel like it wasn't her who ratted him out and hoping it was someone else. Im so irritated how things ended though. ESPECIALLY with who's head was im that box. I could've been okay with everyone else dying that chapter but him.... . . . Edit: For typos and clarification. Edit 2: I don't remember how to separate paragraphs on reddit :( I tried using 3 periods like I used to, but the format isn't the same after I save it.