Checking weight during pregnancy

I’m very anxious and nervous for my first appearance with doctor as I know they are going to want to weigh me, I’ve struggled my whole life with my weight and I’m afraid stepping on a scale or seeing my weight (weather it’s on paper or said) is going to not at all be good for my mental health. (If doctors saw or thought something was extremely wrong that they needed to get my weight then of course I’m fine with that) but am I the only one who wants to go into my appointment and just let them know that for mental health I do not wish to get weighed unless medically necessary. I feel selfish for this but I don’t want to spiral. Has anyone else had experience with this? Or just me ?