"Everyone can play how they want" Okay should I feel bad for playing like a piece of shit?

Player since 2019. Rust is the only game where i've never really been good but still play. I get my ass kicked more often than not, and play less these days. Now I generally hop on for wipe and weekend then stop playing all month

Got tired of being prim this wipe and went full dirtbag. Built next to lighthouse on a solo only server, and just camped people when they came to recycle. Many loot.

Just watched someone run towards the recycler and I had no weapons, so I respawn in base, and wait just until they hit the beach to spray them with my sar with for an easy +1000 scrap. Guy instantly logs.

Should I feel bad? I get absolutely fucking shit on if I do anything else. Day 1 I just got off early because it was straight up skill diff me getting shit on by bows.