Songs about wanting to give up on life / hopelessness /suicide

I've already passed through some reddit posts asking for this same music suggestions. I have found some nice songs but nothing that I could relate with the lyrics as much as I wanted. So I'm gonna give another try 😅.

Sure it's difficult to point out exactly what I'd like, but just for reference I can totally relate with the lyrics of "Asleep" from The Smiths (suicide), "Given Up" by Linkin Park (wanting to give up on life) or "Big Bird" by AJJ (hopelessness). My favorite music genres are indie and rock. Thank you.