im so tired everyday im sick of it

arfid, probably depression, ptsd, autism, im sick of it i just want a diagnosis for depression but my mum seems to not gaf about it but yet she can get me a diagnosis for everything else but my main struggle. My hygiene is horrible, I don’t think i even have arfid anymore because my diet isnt restricted i just cant bring myself to eat anything at this point ive gone so long without support im only a teenager i dont know what to do everyday is miserable i just wanna get better i wanna pursue my dreams i wanna be able to go to school i wanna be able to get up every morning because i actually have motivation i just wanna be able to do something everyday instead of just staying in bed i cant even play games anymore ive lost interest in everything i domt know what to do i sleep 13/16 hours a day and when i wake up i still feel exhausted like i can go back to sleep again i just wanna be able to live i cant take it anymore i just want meds i wanna take them to be better until i can live without depending on them