I hate my life to be honest.

Honestly, I don’t know who’s going to see this. But I’m tired of life. I’m tired of modern times. Yesterday was the final straw when my mother and grandmother (her mother-in-law) had a conflict on Christmas, which led my father to leave with us and cancel the New Year’s celebration. The last thing I want is conflict in the only circle where I still feel meaningful and loved.

My life has changed so much recently. I switched my field of study (that’s a whole different and long story), I feel like people outside my family don’t actually give a damn about me, my dating life doesn’t exist, I’m starting to hate social media with a passion and have deleted Facebook and Instagram from my phone.