So, I did the Focus 15: Freeflow in Wave 5.

Within 2 hours, it felt like I was gone for a long time. Felt like days of sleep (as in deep sleep).

The tape kept playing on repeat. Maybe 3 to 5 times or so.

I glitched out 3 times into a realm where I was floating.

First time I went, I came back, but felt the vibrations were still high. My astral legs kept coming in and out of my body (the feeling was nice), so I decided to do it again.

The second time I went was when the assault happened. When I came back, the vibrations were still high, so I went again for a third time.

The third time I went, I forgot what happened. I only remember entering that realm. There were visuals this time too the moment I left my body.

Getting back to the topic of this post...

When I went there the second time, it felt like tentacles, or hands or so were attaching themselves to my errogenous zones.

I didn't have the ability to see in that realm. Everything was black. And for some reason, I didn't want to see what was happening.

All I could do was float and feel.... Good.... As this creature or creatures were working their magic.

I got scared at first, but thought this was what people meant when they say the other side is absolute bliss.

To comfort myself while being violated, I told myself that, "I am being embraced by God."

... Yeah, not really the best of ideas, but it helped with the trauma at the moment.

I completely let go of struggle and just allowed whatever that happened, to happen, as I drifted back to deep sleep, hoping I'd find myself in my body ASAP.

Upon reflection, it might have been a highly depraved energy form that lusted for other forms of consciousness. I probably could have prevented it if I had done the whole REBAL exercise (Resonant Energy Balloon) to protect myself. So in a way, it's my fault for half-assing things.

But, honestly, I'm not sure how to feel about the experience.

You guys have any ideas what happened and why? Please let me know.

Edit: To be clear, I was forced into it. I tried resisting at first, but that only made them latch onto my sensitive parts all the more stronger.

And so, I figured, "Why not just roll with it?"

Although, a huge part of my mind was reluctant throughout. I just didn't want things to hurt if I kept resisting.

Moral of the story: Wear "protection" before doing OBE.