I’d rather go in the Women’s restroom

Does anyone else go in the women’s over the men’s? I relatively pass I think, but I could be read as a butch lesbian too. I just don’t feel safe in the men’s unless I know no one will be in there. I’ve been going in women’s restrooms since I was born so I’m just used to it. I usually go in and out very quickly to avoid any conversations or people looking at me.

I’d much rather a gender neutral restroom, and I do feel affirmed when I go into the men’s, but I just don’t feel safe in them. They’re also icky, so are all bathrooms, but something about the piss all over the floor and seat put me off … lol

Any ways I could feel better about going in Men’s? I’ve been looking into STP’s as well.

EDIT: I appreciate all the responses!

I’d never EVER want to make a woman uncomfortable and that’s the last thing on my mind. I’m overall uncomfortable in bathrooms in general, and like I said if there’s a family/gender neutral/handicap bathroom I go to that one instead.

I genuinely can’t tell if I pass or not, and I have no “first glance visible” facial hair. My goal isn’t to pass anyways, I’m still nonbinary as well as FTM and prefer to be androgynous lol.

I just wish there were better options and people were different.