on my knees I need a good yearning book

I NEED an insanely good adult fantasy romance with yearning and angst and forbidden love and longing glances 😩😩 I need to be glued to the pages. The only book I can think of with this kind of level of insane angst and love is when the moon hatched. I don’t need any fourth wing or acotar kind of recommendations. I want to not be able to put the book down. Would prefer some like of castle or political intrigue in the book with eventual spice thank you πŸ˜—πŸ˜—