Am I in a cult?

Hi guys I’ve recently been questioning my beliefs, I stumbled across a few things online about Jws and it’s been playing with my mind ever since. I’ve been a witness for over 30 years of my life. I’m really scared this whole time I’ve actually been living one massive lie and I’ve wasted 30 years of my life.

I thought this group would be filled with nasty people spreading lies, but I’m actually shocked to read so many posts of people going through the same feeling that I am going through and people actually being very supportive.

I’ve seen so many people call the witnesses a cult and I just want to be 100% if it’s not what I’ve always believed it to be. What are your solid reasons that make jws a cult?

How have they covered up CSA?

How do the governing body lie?

Are they definitely not the true religion?

Thanks for taking the time to read my post and hopefully I can get some answers.