A very successful fade - moved & my publisher card was last at a congregation where the elders don’t even know what I look like. wonder if there is even a possibility for being df’d?
Hello! Just wanted to share my successful fade story, and am also curious about whether I could be df’d at this point or how I would even go about disassociating if I ever wanted to?
I moved to Mexico from California at 19 with the intention of being a need-greater (🤮) but was never disciplined enough and never even managed to pioneer. Just enjoyed the good life, went to the beach, ate tacos, got a lot of shit from the elders for using my time on leisure, lmfao. Woke up at 23 over the pandemic, and it was very traumatizing. Was quarantining alone in my apartment and waking up + isolation / sleep deprivation drove me mental, literally into a suicidal episode of paranoid psychosis. Honestly did not want to leave the org because I loved my friends and had found a family in them during all of those years I lived away from home. It took me two more years to grow exhausted from the facade and I literally just could not manage pretending anymore. Moved back home at 25, to a town over from my hometown. Went to the meeting at a congregation I’d never been to and didn’t know anyone at, got the contact info for the secretary and had my publisher card sent to him. Never went to a meeting again. I had given them my phone number and moms address because I planned to slow fade. Couldn’t do it. They looked for me at my mom’s house, and she never cooperated with them even though she was PIMI because even she thought they were insane. She moved shortly after, is now POMO, I changed my number, as far as I know they literally have no way of reaching me. The congregation I had my card moved over to doesn’t even exist anymore.
It’s been three years since that! I live an openly worldly life now, I attend political meetings, protests, volunteer with an org…. And I still see so many people I grew up with around. I don’t care at this point, but I am wondering if there is even a possibility of being called to a judicial committee if someone wanted to snitch on me? Have I just completely fallen through the cracks? I wonder what protocol is. Have the elders pobably thrown away my record? What happened to it when the congregation dissolved?