I hate this

I was honestly doing pretty well lately. I don't leave my apartment often simply because I don't have a reason to most of the time. I just moved here a year ago and don't have any friends around. Anyway.. when I really wanna do something.. I've been able to leave just fine and I just wash my hands when I get home. Now I'm over here obsessing over Norovirus because apparently the rates are way higher than they should be in America right now. I saw somewhere it's like an average of 90 cases a week when it's usually in the 60s. I work at home and I know I'm probably at the lowest risk than most average people would be. But I still convince myself that something bad will happen to me. I was thoroughly enjoying things recently, which has been tough because I also went through a breakup. But now I'm so scared about things once again. Why is it always America? My ex was from England and looked into the statistics once and their rates are never nearly as high as America's. Are Americans really that oblivious to hygiene or is it because we have outrageous work demands.. either way, I really do hate what I've been seeing. Thankfully I know how to make tiktok and my news feed stop showing me this stuff. But it's hard to get it off my mind :(