I haven't been able to eat in weeks..

I'm 30f with type 2 diabetes and I haven't been able to really eat anything in the last month. I was diagnosed with type 2 at the start on January and I started taking Synjardy RX along with Atorvastatin and a weight loss injection that I forgot the name of. (Not ozempic)

These all caused me to me extremely nauseous all the time before making me throw up. I have a fear of throwing up so this all kicked my anxiety into overdrive and I've been not really eating since. I've been not really eating since. Everything now just makes me nauseous and causes me to panic even more.

I've been drinking Gatorade and sometimes eating the occasional fruit cup and yogurt cup along with Dramamine and ondansetron daily. I just don't know what to do anymore, I'm hungry but I can't bring myself to eat anything because I feel like this. I'm afraid of what's going to happen next. I try and bring this up with my doctor of 3 separate occasions but I feel like she just tries to get me to keep taking the meds more then anything and also to get through the visit or get me off the phone as quick as possible. I haven't told her I've stopped taking the meds yet.

I can barely get out of bed most days and spend all day anxiety riddled and crying. I don't know what to do I have this dull pain on the left upper abdomen as well and I'm just praying it's not anything serious. I'm afraid to go back to the hospital(I've been twice now) in fear of being a frequent flyer. Like what do I do? I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow but I still feel like I won't be listened to and it's driving me crazy.