It's over

I'm so sorry for what I'm about to do, I made a series of unfortunately unfair decisions that led me here. At least I wish if I could say sorry to my mom as I caused a huge amount of pain but I can't tomorrow by this time I will end this fucking suffering once and for all. Nobody will care enough about this Nobody

Edit: I took my medication bottle and was about to do it, unfortunately I felt scared. Bot sure why as nothing changed but my body just froze and did not let me do it. I hope that this was dor the best.

Thanks for your messages and comforting me in this way. Will see how things goes and I'm already having therapy with a psychiatric and have been diagnosed with General Anxiety Disorder will tell him about everything.

At least someone cares. About my mom she has cut me off so it's not possible to reach out.