my poor, poor bootyhole…

i (24M) guy who recently started recently dating my partner(38M), who loves to call himself daddy and lives up to the name! the chemistry between us is electric, and i can’t deny that he’s an amazing lover. he’s primarily a top, but we’ve been mixing it up, and honestly, he knows how to take control in the bedroom. when he’s got me pinned down, it’s a wild ride that leaves me breathless – but i’m definitely left with some questions afterward because i never have really been a full bottom before so now all of this is new to me.

here’s the thing: he finishes inside me every time, which feels fantastic in the moment, but afterward, i’m hit with some serious discomfort. my stomach ends up aching, and i feel bloated and kind of fragile and overall i just feel icky. i have to admit, i’m scared.

is this normal for someone who’s just starting to bottom? i’m getting anxious about whether i’m stretching too much or if this is just a part of the learning curve, or even if i just do not like it!

i really like him, and i want to keep exploring our chemistry, but i need some insight on how to make this experience better.

is there something i should be doing before or after to ease the discomfort? am i just freaking out because i’m new to this? should i be feeling sick or scared after we do our thing in the bedroom? should my bootyhole keep hurting and pulsating after?

so many questions bro … i am just tryna be real!

this is becoming too much too fast because he is a sex fiend and i can go without it for a day or two and his company is enough to keep me satisfied.