Help me to convert to Islam .

I used to be a hater of Islam and often posted hateful comments about it on Instagram. Whenever I asked questions, I would receive death threats and hate messages in return. One day, a girl from Pakistan replied to one of my comments. I got so mad that I responded aggressively, and we went back and forth arguing. Then, she messaged me privately.

At first, I didn’t even reply, but she kept sending me beautiful verses from the Quran. I was still angry, but she spoke to me with so much peace and patience. Eventually, I started reading her messages and the verses she shared. She answered all my questions with great explanations, and over time, she completely changed my perspective. She even started reading the Quran to me, and I found myself not only drawn to Islam but also falling in love with her.

I am Indian, and she is from Pakistan. I used to work in the USA for six years, but after my father passed away, I returned to India and have been here for a year now. I want to convert to Islam and marry her, but I know that if my mother finds out, it could break her heart, and I don’t want to hurt her.

I am looking for a way to convert to Islam, marry the woman I love, and find a job—preferably in a GCC country—so I can support her after marriage. Ideally, we would stay there for a short period until we are settled enough to move to another country.

If anyone can guide me or help me with this journey, I would be truly grateful.