Are thin women attracted to plus sized ladies?

I’m on the bigger side (290ish lbs), but working towards health. I don’t desire to be skinny and know that I never will be. I’m attracted to thin, tiny, petite women. I’m definitely more soft masc leaning and so those tiny, feminine women are my weakness. I often don’t have the confidence I’ll ever land a woman I’m attracted to. I’m working on my self-confidence and self-esteem in therapy, but I always see skinny women with other skinny women and all that. Makes me doubt I’ll ever be with the type of woman I desire. Sighs.

Do you thin, femme women find us bigger ladies attractive?