Junior needs your help(posting on his behalf)

[the following message is entirely typed out by him]

Haa toh... Thoda sa helpings kardo... Idk if I love or I'm attracted to that one girl in my school idk... Wanna talk very genuinely..... I have to talk to that very girl idk why and how gonna do that...!!? Uski shakal aur thighs dekh ke I get attracted (😭😭😭) male hu sory..... I don't feel I have some kinda feelings for her but I eagerly want her to be mine (mhm🥰👎🏿) not for sexual urges but she looks very pretty (she talks in English😭😭😭😭) uske saath ek dost rehti hai hamesha idk how to talk to her.... The day on physics paper mai jis road se jaa raha tha and wo jis road se jaa rhi thi toh we both encountered at same place (🦋🦋) par she was with her friend(haste hue kitni qt lagti😭😭😭👎🏿👎🏿👎🏿😭😭😭😭👎🏿👎🏿) i can't gather  self motivation to talk to her to approach her or to say hello or to ask (hanji bhai kitni hogayi prep✋🏿) Lastly, Mai thodi si haryanvi bolta (can speak english vv fluently) but... I don't think she'll ever accept talking to me (itni sundar hai usko dekhke khud ko reject kardia) I have a great humor (mhm) bas a degrading point about me is (kala aur mota hu👎🏿) (Bhot pyaari hai wo😭😭✋🏿👎🏿 aaj mai ek road pe khada tha udhr se wo aate hue dikh gayi omg🥺🦋 shorts pehn rkhe th and a t shirt kaale colour ki and she has a white colour of her skin😔💗)

Tori si halp kardo

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