Terrified, but my wife and I created this tidal wave so time to just ride it!

In 4 days, I will be spending the bulk of my meager retirement funds on a permanent campsite to park a newly purchased and reconditioned 2007 Keystone 3400rl on. In addition to the RV, we can build three 10x12 structures.

We can live in this space 270 days a year, and will be traveling with our much more reasonable 15 ft Cricket camper the other 90 days.

I retire in 21 months. This is the amount of time we have to get rid of everything, build the structures and move up there. To live. Permanantly.

Reality is setting in. Can someone please point me to the nearest quiet corner where I can crawl into a fetal position and quietly have an epic anxiety attack?

I need a teddy bear. However, that would make me look ridiculous so instead of that, reassurances would be nice!