Transcutaneous Lower Bleph Anyone

I'm having an upper and transcutaneous lower bleph on Thursday with full face Contour Total Laser Resurfacing and cannot find any posts with pictures giving a healing timeline. I see a lot of transconjuctival journeys but that's not what I'm doing. Can anyone share? I love my surgeon but I feel like he's not sharing how bad I'm really going to look and I want to know. If my brain processes how bad it can be than my anxiety will not take over.