I’ve done it

I’m so stupid. I spent the day sleeping and when I woke up I thought I finally had a great night of sleep as well. I normally wake up at around 4-5am so I found it odd that I hadn’t done so. I immediately went for the take homes and took my Wednesday dose. I feel so fucking stupid now that I realize it’s still Tuesday. I’m a fast metabolizer but feel along with my valium I might make it. In six years of treatment this has never happened to me. I’m an extremely anxious person to boot so this isn’t going to bode well for me. Anyways, just wanted to rant to those who would understand the shitstorm of a mindfuck I’m going through right now. Over and out.