i care about the feelings and opinions of others too much

A friend could literally stub their toe or something and I’d have a fucking breakdown and feel like I can’t be happy when I know that my friend is/was in pain, whether physical or emotional.

i was feeling joyful at getting some dinosaur string lights for Christmas, then I saw a Tumblr post my friend made about not caring about Christmas, and my joy was gone. My brain is like “well your friend doesn’t care about Christmas therefore you are immature and stupid for being happy over your dumb dinosaurs and this dumb holiday.”

idk. this is probably stupid, sorry. I just wanted to share this.