Specific Request for Toxic, Dark Romance Involving Homophobic Love Interest/LI

Let me preface this by saying I'm a bi AMAB, and this is kind of my coping mechanism for dealing with homophobia and bigotry in the real world. I'm aware this fetishizes bad things and bad people, and it's not something to seek out in real life. The LI is undeniably a bad person, but almost every bit of that is entirely directed toward the MC.

So, I'm looking for a romance that starts out with the LI using the MC for quick relief, as more of a toy/hole, all while being incredibly homophobic and crude/cruel about it all. The MC falls for them though, and it slowly turns into something more serious, but the homophobic character doesn't change. He sees himself as straight and will only ever top/be the one in the dominant position. However, the MC worships the ground the man walks on, even though he's mostly treated as an object.

The homophobe would only be violent toward the MC, but no punching. Slapping or spanking or whipping are fine. Choking and pretty much everything else is fine. No real redemption arc or change from the LI. He remains the same toxic, dark straight guy that behaves like the typical alpha dude-bro, "A hole is a hole." He uses plenty of derogatory language, up to and including the f-slur. By the end, there would be a HEA of a sort, with the MC and LI living together, sleeping in the same bed...etc. However, it would still be largely the equivalent to a toxic, dark version of a BDSM relationship.

Preferably frequent and plentiful spice, but a slow burn is fine in certain circumstances. Would prefer if the LI is only cruel and mean toward the MC, but there's wiggle room here. Just don't want a LI that is killing gay people and beating them up on the regular. Homophobic is fine, gay basher not so much.

Nice to Haves: Total power exchange or power dynamic with the MC being wholly reliant on the LI. Heavy musk and scent play, sharing, bondage, jock LI. Younger guys, around college age. Smooth/feminine or shaved MC. LI that sees himself as an "alpha."

Nos: Gross, extreme lack of hygiene, scat. Gratuitous blood play or punching.

Maybes: Rape of MC, LI cheating on MC with women, as long as MC is aware of it or becomes aware of it.

Note: I think this is also referred to as a bully romance. I am fine with Amazon, Smashwords, wherever this can be found.