What's happening with the new secret times of Rafayel? (Promised Wildfire)

I cannot-

Its probably my aphantasia that causes these issue but I swear I wanna enjoy the secret times but I cannot FIGURE OUT WHAT'S GOING ONNN I'll try to imagine but my brain is like "its an audio, where are we what's going on where what's happening- here's a dark empty vizualizatiom stare at it"

I tried again earlier by listening to the new released secret times, and these past few minutes I've been trying to figure out what's taking place.

This is one of the reasons I can't fully immerse at the secret times audios because I cannot for the life of me see or even find out what's the scenario at the moment like help-