What are some rituals/quirks/oddities related to your drug use?

I have somewhat of a ritual whenever I decided to indulge in something that isn't weed or a GABAergic.

I will always clean my place and go for a walk in some nearby woods. Afterwards I will sit down and write about my general mood in a notebook - which can include things that have been bothering me, things I am happy about, that sort of stuff. Lastly, I will dose whatever I intend to take and then proceed to have a shower while waiting for it to kick in.

My biggest quirk/oddity is just the fact I have an irrational fear of developing a permanent tolerance, which funnily enough translates in me always putting off actually using my damn drugs.

It has definitely helped me keep a tight leash on my opiate use (never more than once every 4 months or longer) but my drugs of choice are dissociatives and GOD DAMN DO I MISS USING THEM. It's been 9 months since I last used one, and it's not like i was using them more than once or twice a month before, but I just fucking love dissos and I am deathly terrified of losing the magic.