I miss him so much

He broke up with me a week ago and I managed not to contact him but I miss him like crazy, I was doing better but I feel so shitty rn so I can’t stop crying.

I know it’s only been a week and healing takes time but I just want him back with me, I want to contact him and tell him how much he missed when he gave up on us but I can’t because it will only make him feel better abt himself.

I love him so much and I just want a hug from him rn, I rlly need it because I’m in too much pain.

I know that it’s better that we aren’t together cause he didn’t treat me the best and yet rn I just want to call him and tell him we should get back together.

How do I get over him? It’s too painful for me.