Man I haven't been this traumatized since DAO

Playing Honour mode and was terrified of dying right at the final stop so I decided to have Gale nuke the absolute and HOLY SHIT ,the epilogue hurt me so bad,Gales hologram making a show to deliver his last will and testament, my character cradling it so delicately, trying to hug the apparition only to pass through it and hear him say "what a lucky man I must've been to have a friend like you. Man this hurt just as bad as sacrificing yourself in dragon age origins cause you didn't wanna have your man or yourself put some baby batter in Morrigan ,only to find out my characters brother ,who I thought dead showed up and was now completely alone after the rest of our family was brutally murdered ,suffice to say I'll never nuke the absolute EVER again