Please tell me if what I'm feeling is normal
Hi, I'm almost 32 weeks pregnant. We're currently living with my in-laws and we move into our own place next month. I'm really fed up with this living situation (we've been living here since June), and it makes me very depressed. I'm holding on to the thought that it's about to be over soon.
I feel like both this living situation and my job are making me depressed and more exhausted than maybe I'm supposed to be at this point. I don't have the motivation to clean at all - we are living in a dimly lit small basement, with barely any room to move because of all of our stuff, so I can barely even see the area I'm supposed to clean. I don't have any sex drive, which is both because of my physical state and because the atmosphere is just utterly nonsexual. Plus I come back from work every day very cranky and can't wait to take my sick leave already (I'm saving it for when we'll move).
Is it normal to feel down in these circumstances? I feel that I can't enjoy my pregnancy as much as I'd like to. I don't even want to go to a photographer for a pregnancy shoot, because all my normal clothes are packed, I only have ugly maternity clothes, and I don't even want to try and put on makeup in such a dark room. I don't know... I just lack the motivation to do anything. I feel like such an ugly elephant, and living like this surrounded by all these boxes and clutter makes me go crazy already. I can't even go outside much, because my pelvis hurts when I walk more than 10-15 minutes.