Does anyone else experience this?

I've always loved making art, but using certain materials and coloring in large spaces makes me feel really uneasy and anxious, it's a hard feeling to explain. It's absolutely unbearable, makes my skin crawl.

Its so frustrating and makes me sad that I can't just enjoy or easily do what I want with my interests. I guess it's a sensory issue of sorts? :/

I have a few different aversions that I can think of. I love the look of gel pens and it's always satisfying to see other people color with them in coloring books, but when I use them it makes me feel awful. Same with coloring large spaces with colored pencils, some paper textures, and the feeling of my hand on the paper is bothersome with some papers. I think it's maybe the back and forth with my hand that's causing me issues for some reason, that and the sounds, and feelings too. I have no sensory issues when painting unless my hand is touching the paper.