Please tell me how you healed/moved on from the most painful breakup you experienced

7-8 months out, I still text and call him. Seeking answers, a conversation etc. I still miss him.

He moved on months ago. My last text to him, sent a few hours ago I begged him to confess to me if he’s seeing someone, or entered a relationship so I can kill all hope of us getting back together.

Its crazy, I know.