Forgot what normal feels like…

To anybody else who has been injured neurologically by Psych Drugs…. do you ever struggle to remember what your brain felt like before the injury?? I suffer from Anhedonia & PSSD, & it’s bizarre having almost no emotions at all, but at the same time, i have completely forgotten what it feels like to live life with that level of emotional depth that most people experience.

In a way im kind of glad to have forgotten because it’s too painful knowing what im missing out on but it’s also a weird feeling to not even be able to remember what normal feels like anymore….