Genuinely hsts troons are superior beings
Even if I can successfully gaslight myself into removing my depraved gynephillic agp desires, I'll still never be a real hsts. At most I'll be a meta-attracted freak.
I'll never be pure, I'll never have that effortless femininity that all truly androphillic troons have. I'll never be a real woman.
There is a reason that gynephillia occurs in trans women at around the same rate as it does in cis men. We are nothing more than retarded males larping as women.
I wish I was dead. I'm so sorry for my loathsome existence.